A Cure
Tired. I can't tell you the last time I got a good night's sleep. I just don't sleep well anymore. My ever restless mind won't let me rest. There's too much running through it; too much for me to think about at one time. Now my head hurts.
With so much running through my mind, I lost track of the days. In fact, all yesterday I thought it was the 22nd. Damn. I need a break. Good thing the semester is coming to a close. But, that won't really put an end to my problems. Most of the things on my mind are completely unrelated to school.
I have too much inner conflict. I'm beginning to hate myself little by little. There's so many things that I just can make up my mind on. My thoughts feel dense. Tangible. They cause me pain. Physical pain. Mental anguish. It's actually made me sick. I want to stop this pain, but I can't seem to find a cure.
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