Don't you understand!? I cant be with you. Im fighting it now. The tears are coming down... Im torn between things. Have i been waiting all this
time but you have been there right in front of me my whole life? Tonight you told me you had a question to ask me but that you would not ask me
for a couple of weeks or so. This alarms me. Please dont scare me off which is starting to happen. I don't know anymore. Where am i supposed
to be in life? I am always saying how much i want a guy and here you come showing up back into my life. You were a real Jack ass to me. You
cut me off in your life we never talked at all. I would see you and try to talk to you.... You never talked back but i guess i learned to accept the act
the fact that you hated me so i said to hell with it. Its been 3 yrs now and the car wreck changed everything. Were back talking again. You said
you were sorry but im still getting alarm bells ringing in my head. Im so confused now and i really am afraid of coming to see you tommorow.
Please tell me that i can trust you! Can I? *sigh*
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