"Prayers of the Heart-Broken"
By: Dennis Eason
-Forgive me love for the things that my heart swore to you
-Of all my love consisted of it brings me to anxiety to know that you actually cared for a poor soul such as this
-My experience of women before you leads me to believe in the savage nature of the relational games they played at hand
-Once an unforgiven heart as this plays that game it kind of turns me bitter to that warm, unconditional love you belay to me
-Taking advantage of you with a guilty mind plays heavely on the conscious to know that you're are hurt behind my actions
-Taking notice to your hurt in a ignorant matter furthermore lets you know that my ability to love is forever blocked by the tyranny of being unconsiderate of your feelings and thoughts
-Before the respectable became technical our relationship bloomed like spring daisies but whats so crazy is that I can't let my heart be taken advantage of again
-So blindly I walk into something of this magnitude with the attitude of "Nothing to Gain, Nothing to Lose"
-In the end, ultimately being lonely is my biggest concern
-I realize that not a lot of people are able to find that "one and only someone" because of the past relationships that had a hold on their will to be with that special someone like you
-Please understand that as a man of this position my wish is to love you as much as you need to be loved
-But in the process of this slow progress I can't make the decision to forget my past and start over
-Moreover its unfair for you to wait on someone like me to figure out what move is best for us knowing that the selfish thought of saving face plays a natural part in this cruel and harsh world of love
-Once again I ask that you forgive me for what my heart swore to you
-Promises never made and intelligence never acknowledged makes me forbidden to the touch
-A touch that may be what I need to release these feelings of betrayal and to let go of the harbored hurt that may restrict me from loving again
-These are the Prayers of the Heart-Broken!
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"..but whats so crazy is that I can't let my heart be taken advantage of again
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This small section really made your poem stick out. The emotion of the whole poem seems to be sumed up into these words. Awesome job!
This is awesome! Such emotion! :)
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