Annie holland why do i feel like you favor her more then me!

She is 19 and i am 22 i feel like you favor her more then me. I dont like it. I feel like she is smarter then me. She is at a 4 year school and im still at a community college. You have her work from school on the fridge at home. Its covering the picture i took that got into a newspaper. I feel stupid when i compare myself to her. I love her more then you ever know she is my baby sister and if anyone touches her ill have to kill them.  But for once i want my work to be up on the fridge. I want to get a apt. I want to be trusted. I want lots of things. Now im getting off into a ramble and im sitting here crying. I want so much for yall to know that i try and that i struggle everyday in my life to become a bettter student and a better person. I always thought of myself as a creative person and now your always telling people how creative she is. you told this to my hair dresser. I was right there and i heard every bit of it. I just wish that you could see how i feel.

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