My life is cluttered

As I walked into my bedroom tonight I realized how badly my life is cluttered. I have a path to get around my room. To some this is just a messy room, but to me it shows that I am very disorganized in my life. I may look like I have it all together but trust me on this I don't! Sometimes I let the days go by as if I was a boat floating on the open sea. I need to realize and grasp the fact that Shit is going to happen and I am going to have to deal with it (pardon my language) I have to realize the fact that I may not have my happy ever after fairy tell story! Good things come to those who wait. I try to be positive in my life with everything I do. Man let me tell you its not easy. People think I have it made. I do I mean I know I do. I have a amazing family and amazing friends! BUT!! Needless to say why do I feel like so fed up with my life and with school and with everything else.! Why cant I talk to my parents the way I can talk to my pastor at church. Why this! Why that! It seems this is all my life is going around and I don't like it. I want to stop asking why!! Man it felt good to get that out there!

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